About 2 weeks ago I really wanted to not do the whole wedding thing and just Nick and I go get married on the beach somewhere. It all overwhelms me and we (more me) were seriously considering it. Nothing I was finding really felt like me and was to "weddingish", but then my friend Thao told me about this Rachel Zoe dress. I tried it on, loved it, and felt like myself in it. So thanks to Thao the wedding is still on!